23.03.2025
Harajuku Story
I've been in love with you all this time without you ever notice it
You're simply kind to everyone
You walk unaware of your surroundings as usual but...
...Takeshita street is sloping, you know?
Being in the middle of the crowd,
...if I walk away a little bit,
...you'll see me
Right?
It's my Harajuku story
Why do people longing for something they can't have...
...only to end up getting hurt?
It's the story of a broken heart
This wrong idea (*she thought he loved her) I got in this city
...I wish I could turn back time & never let myself believe it
Here I am, at the place where I can see the station platform,
...having been drenched in the rain for a while
Why do I look at the person passing through the ticket barrier,
...hoping to see him wear your favorite blue shirt?
'I've given up on him', I...
...did tell my friends
Such a big lie, huh?
Don't you think so?
It's my Harajuku story
Why do people fall in love and...
...become blinded by it?
It's the story of a broken heart
If I cry in the rain, all my sadness...
...will probably get washed away
It's my Harajuku story
Why do people longing for something they can't have...
...only to end up getting hurt?
It's the story of a broken heart
If I cry in the rain, all my sadness...
...will probably get washed away
It's my Harajuku story
Why do people longing for something they can't have...
...only to end up getting hurt?
It's the story of a broken heart
If I cry in the rain, all my sadness...
...will probably get washed away
23.03.2025
New Smart Hat
Colourless priestly attire
Ugh, how boring it all is
To a woman winter can
Be both cold and difficult
But now spring's knocking
Everyone's going outside
And I come along like the queen of spring
Because I have
New smart hat, that's when it's clear that
It should be aired out a little, a short visit
Among young men of the vicinity
New smart hat, it's not strange
That I feel my heart beat every time I take
A little walk with it
For several weeks I'd saved up
Then the day came when
I gained enough courage and said:
Now I want it
New smart hat, that's when it's clear that
I wait for a bit again and believe that it
Will bring me a friend
New smart hat, that's when it's clear that
It should be aired out a little, a short visit
Among young men of the vicinity
New smart hat, it's not strange
That I feel my heart beat every time I take
A little walk with it
For several weeks I'd saved up
Then the day came when
I gained enough courage and said:
Now I want it
New smart hat, that's when it's clear that
I wait for a bit again and believe that it
Will bring me a friend
23.03.2025
If only I knew
A girl told me once: 'You know what? Let's try not to prove anything to each other.' And I was lost. And just now, after all this time... I think... No, no. That's all
If only I knew how much can hide behind a smile
I would've understood a long time ago how complex each person is
How they think and how they feel
Why didn't I think that if we didn't have any words we could feel the same?
Isn't it weird how we fight all the time and yet we still make up
And how I'm constantly trying to show you that I'm right
When, in fact, you've got your truth and I've got mine
And if I were to compromise we could hear each other out
Plato too, if he were to have known what life is
Nobody would've written so many theories after reading his texts
Because he was the first to say it, and since then, instead of 'thank you' and 'prego'
No matter in what language we're fighting, it's a matter of ego
I want us to get along/ understand each other, I want to know your story
I want to stop sitting on the edge of my seat waiting to tell you mine
And I want to know what it means to be a girl surrounded by so many misogynists
And that you're not allowed to cry because it's not manly, I'd-
Shut up, shut up for a bit... okay
I'd like to stop judging and criticising you
Before putting myself in your shoes, being empirical
To understand why you react badly when something bad happens
'cause I'm so defensive and so sensitive you'd think I'm made out of glass
But shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
Forgive me for telling you this just now but I'd-
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
Okay, what was I saying?
If only I knew that I'd get over it again
I wouldn't have fallen in love
An ideal, oh so theoretical
Whoever is to tell me they've found it, they're liars
I learnt from a young age what love is, not how it feels like
If only I knew why Orpheus turned around
When he was only one step away from exiting the Underworld with Eurydice
If only I knew how to be patient
Maybe I wouldn't have written this song
Or at least I would've come up with a- chorus
If only I knew
How painful depression can be maybe I could've saved you
If only I had known
That every event accelarates towards a new beginning at the end
I've been putting myself in your shoes for a while
And now it hurts because I can finally feel what you felt in the past
I was searching for you desperately when I didn't know how to be alone
And now, I'm not sure how I could ever possibly start over
I love... a perfect idea
Or I love myself, I don't know what I love, I feel lost....
So many mathematically theorised emotions, honestly
I'm only left with the past perfect simple, if only I had known
And if I knew where this madness would take me
I swear, I wouldn't have hesitated to go through it all over again
I'm tired now, so I can finally give up on the walls
And shut the hell up so that I can finally listen to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
Okay, let's not prove each other anything anymore, I'm really not trying to-
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
Okay, I'm sorry, but I know I've got this thing, I cannot refrain myself from-
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut it, shut up, please shut up
Sometimes I wanna stop, but I can't, I really need help.
23.03.2025
A new day
Last night I got closer to your dream again
You build castle for those who lost their own
And I open my eyes laughing
The lilies stay smelling
When there's only love, it won't tell you to change
Your ascetic glance makes my skin to glow
And I fall into your tale, to the moment before the kiss
Until light veils the dreams again
And a new day begins
Wine is seething close to you, the yard is blooming
I get intoxicated from your words, and I look for a million meanings
And I understand: you need a friend
But I wish for more
When there's only love, it won't tell you to change
Your ascetic glance makes my skin to glow
And I fall into your tale, to the moment before the kiss
You close your eyes, I'm afraid
I can't tell, what you see
If there's only love, I want to try with you
To get there where ice
Won't break the weak with it's weight
Everybody finds it
What I'm dreaming of with you
And I run into your arms
You make the lilies sing
Soon the castle is complete
And a new day begins
